A Victory

I had been praying/contemplating about a situation for a while.  I kept telling myself to Be Still - because I tend to not be so hot at that.  Once I've got the guts to do or say something - I do it, and that's not always right.  But, I felt like action was required today and I said what I needed to say.  And I felt peace.  Then, I read this blog post by Ann Voskamp:

"The mind would rather fret about the future or pine over the past — so the mind can cling to its own illusion of control. But the current moment? It cannot be controlled. And what a mind can’t control, it tends to discount. Brush past… over.


It’s the battle plan of the enemy of the soul — to keep us blind to this current moment, the one we can’t control, to keep us blind to Him, the One who controls everything.

There is that: What if instead of discounting the current moment, the uncontrollable, the simply given — what if I counted it — and on the God who controls it all?

What if all our running around is only our trying to run away from God — the great I AM, present in the present moment?


What if I woke to now and refused to hurry because I didn’t want to refuse God?


What if I didn’t discount this moment, but counted it for what it is — God here?


It is only the present moment alone that holds the possibility of coming into the presence of God. Look around, breathe deep, enter into this one moment — Now could be an altar. This time could be a tabernacle."

This was right on time.  It made me stop and realize that I was sitting in a moment of healing.  I was sitting in victory. I used my voice to be true to myself and speak love without fear or regret or shame - and that was a miracle for me.  And it was absent from control or manipulation because I didn't want any of me in it - I only wanted God and what He is going to do with me and my life in it.  In the past, this moment would have caused excessive fear and condemnation - instead it restored joy and I am sitting here smiling.  I'm so thankful that I took the time to read this post just when I did and stop and thank God, or I may have gone without acknowliding a miracle that was just for me and my heart.



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